Journal Entry: Tue Jul 23, 2013, 2:38 AM
Hey there people!
Well I know I haven't made anything at all in the last... ~half year to be honest, though I made some small sketches here at home during some free times, but not worthy to upload as they are not really finished and just.. small "ideas".
Anyway, I feel it is time to tell, that I think I'm kinda out of the MLP stuffs, I don't mean, I won't watch the show or anything at all, I will and still like it, but not with the same feel as I did before. It did changed my view about many things, did made me more open minded toward different things which is good. But. The ironic why I got less interested in it is ironic, as it was the bronies themselves. There are many different "kind" of bronies are there out, but you know all over the internet what I hated since the beginning were those, who literally forced their thinkings on others. This is plain stupid and silly, no offense. Nowadays I keep seeing more of these what made me like again to this "I should not say I'm a brony at all". So to be more clear, I'm not saying I'm not a brony, but I won't tell it freely to anyone now, because of those who act... "far too good" rather than how they should act. And I got really bored of this, and no offense, but I know there are such people out there who force this on others. I was a casual brony and still I am, I won't deny it.
So because of this and IRL problems currently, I have to say that I'm not sure I will make any MLP themed art in the future, maybe yes.. maybe not... even I don't know. I also want to draw other things too. In the past I felt like I'm forced to do MLP art or in the other case no one is interested at all in other kind of art. I know they are not so good, but I simply can't practice other things if I """"have to"""" (because I don't have to, but I feel like) do MLP stuffs all the time. I'm just simply... burnt out now. There are always time where an artist just want to change no matter how good was the last "subject" he/she did. This is my time where I say, I want to do something else, in this case... to draw other things. I know I will never get as much views or anything at all with them, like the MLP stuffs had, but I don't care now. I have to understand that 99% of my watchers are only interested in MLP and bum that's all.
Now I'm mostly interested in Guild Wars 2 art as it's my top favorite game and I love their art style, I want to draw character, mine and friend's characters too. I have a lot of ideas like always, the only problem ofc is it's not enough, I have to draw it too ^^ I really missed drawing now, as *le sigh* bad IRL issues made me... kinda disgusted of drawing for a while. But now I'm thirsty and hungry for drawing!
I'm sorry, but I hope some of you understand. Thank you.